The music

  • A gift of faith

    You fall and I catch you
    That's how it has been
    Unknowing I let you
    Suffer for my sins

    A given promise ment to break
    Another soul caught in your web
    What's left is clearly yours to take
    A gift of faith is all I get

    As the fog grows thicker
    As you fade away
    I'm standing beside you
    Leading you astray

    A given promise ment to break
    Another soul caught in your web
    What's left is clearly yours to take
    A gift of faith is all I get

  • A million little pieces

    A million little pieces lying on the floor
    A broken soul inside, that just won't fit no more

    Stuck between our destiny and what is real

    A million little reasons to break away from you
    A million little problems, a million little truths

    Stuck between our destiny and what is real
    A lost and lonly mind, reflected in your eye

    I've asked for your forgiveness and given mine to you
    A million little pieces are burning through and through

    Stuck between our destiny and what is real
    A lost and lonly mind, reflected in your eye

  • Another twisted dream

    I stare into your eyes
    A window to your broken soul

    Through perfect shades of gray
    Your colors still shine through
    So blinding to behold

    A broken memory - Another twisted dream

    I'll give you all I can
    I can't carry you through
    I'm empty and afraid

    Hang onto your every word
    All your memories unfold
    I'm trapped inside your mind

    Deep in your eyes I see - The pain is real
    A broken memory - Another twisted dream

    I stare into your eyes
    A window to your broken soul

    I know the pain you feel
    This pain is yours and yours alone

    A broken memory - Another twisted dream

    Through perfect shades of gray...

  • Bittersweet

    Lift me up and let me go
    Fade away and let it show
    In the brilliant summerhaze
    By your beauty and your grace

    Endless waters flowing sweet
    Fresh new start, but so complete
    Lift me up and let me down
    Left unturnd I turn around

    Just a distant memory
    Another you another me
    Fill the emptyness inside

    Never ending joy for life
    A head so crowded I could cry
    From the bottom of my soul
    Try to give, and give my all

    Just a distant memory
    Another you another me
    Fill the emptyness inside

    Oh how bittersweet the taste
    Of your sweat upon my skin
    By your endless, endless grace
    I shy away, you pull me in

    Unexpected, yet so sweet
    Sweep me senseless of my feet
    As I stare into your soul
    Endless, dark and empty hole

    Just a distant memory
    Another you another me
    Fill the emptyness inside

  • Cracks a smile

     

    Waiting, waiting for you
    Watching your every move
    See you as you stagger on
    Knowing, soon we'll be one

    Feel your body getting weak
    As your mind is soaring high
    You inject me in your veins
    Death cracks a smile

    See me, I feel you go numb
    Muted, deaf, blind and dumb
    Feeling the warmth in your vein
    Silence takes over from pain

    Feel your body getting weak
    As your mind is soaring high
    You inject me in your veins
    Death cracks a smile

    Looking into your soul
    Knowing you have no control
    Reality dawns for a while
    You're watching as death cracks a smile

    Feel your body getting weak
    As your mind is soaring high
    You inject me in your veins
    I'll drive you insane
    Feel your mind getting weak
    As your body's soaring high
    Feel the noose around your neck
    Death cracks a smile

  • Loathe!

     

    You know I've been right here before
    On my knees begging at your door
    Your eyes - On me
    So full of misery
    Still keep me coming back for more

    Help me - Understand
    Help me!

    Caught in the crossfire once again
    I can't remember where or when
    I felt - The shame
    You've cast on me the blame
    In every single way you can

    Help me - Understand
    Help me!

    I'm bent and broken 'cause of you
    Can't find the words to see this through
    Your eyes are cutting through my soul
    All my self-loathing born anew

    Feels like I'm floating in thin air
    I'm at the point where I don't care
    I know no matter where I go
    The shame of you is always there

  • Man in the mirror

    Just one look in the mirror
    Reflecting all that could be
    My own face full of contempt
    Staring back at me, Back at me

    I used to have my ambition
    Now I'm wondering why
    A big fat lie in a suit and tie
    Is replacing me, Replacing me

    Deep down I know the future holds my destiny
    And I'm walking the thin line between fantasy and what is real

    Just take my hand, I'll lead you through, I'll keep you safe
    You know you must leave it all behind

    The man in the mirror

    What's true in the long run
    What's right and what's wrong
    History shows that nobody knows
    If you really see, you're truely free

    Just one look in the mirror
    Refleting all that could be
    A big fat lie in a suit and tie
    Staring back at me, back at me

    Deep down I know the future holds my destiny
    And I'm walking the thin line between fantasy and what is real

    Just take my hand, I'll lead you through, I'll keep you safe
    You know you must leave it all behind

    The man in the mirror

    Just one look in the mirror
    Refleting all that could be

    Deep down I know the future holds my destiny
    And I'm walking the thin line between fantasy and what is real

    Just take my hand, I'll lead you through, I'll keep you safe
    You know you must leave it all behind

    The man in the mirror

     

  • Poetry in pain

    Stranded on an empty shore
    Washed up, wasted as my mind
    You gave me all, but I want more
    Tangled in my foolish pride

    And you mend my broken soul
    Only you ...
    And you make me feel whole
    ... You

    Left alone in my own shame
    Crawling emptyness inside
    Feel the poetry in pain
    Nowhere left for me to hide

    And you mend my broken mind
    Only you ...
    What I've lost I know you'll find
    ... You

    You make me feel alive
    You mend my broken pride
    You help me make it through
    ... Only you ...

    All the pain I felt before
    All the agony inside
    All that was, is here no more
    Peace reflected in your eye

    And you mend my broken heart
    Only you ...
    The thought of you when we're apart
    ... You

     

  • Pull my trigger

    Feel the fear inside you swell with every scream
    Press the barrel of my gun against your skin
    Take my aim and slowly press against your head
    Feel my hatred for you slowly running red

    I feel you shivering inside
    I see fear in your eyes
    I smell the panic on your skin
    I pull my trigger

    Broken, feeling of humanity in me
    Left with a twisted little dream of being free
    Knowing nothing's ever gona bring you back
    Close my eyes my mind is riddled with regret

    I feel you shivering inside
    I see fear in your eyes
    I smell the panic on your skin
    I pull my trigger

    Feel I can't go on with all this pain inside
    Dreams of the dead and lifeless blackness of your eyes

    I feel the shivering inside
    I see death in your eyes
    I smell the panic on my skin
    I pull my trigger

  • Truth awaking


    A creature of habit - Predictable soul - So simple and true
    Asking for nothing - But giving her all - To carry you through

    You know the hands of time
    They've treated her ungently
    You can see it in her face

    So soft and so gentle - Her hands used to be - Her velvet like touch
    So open and giving - Forthcoming and free - Her eyes full of trust

    All the colors of the sky
    Turning black in her minds eye
    Her world slowly fades to gray

    She lifts her gaze up to the sky, suddenly she sees
    All that ever was before, what will ever be
    All those prayers left unheard, write her destiny
    Fight the demons in her head, suddenly she's free

    A creature of habit - Predictable soul - So simple and true
    So used to obeying - So used to be told - What to think and do

    Life not worth living - Locked in her chains - Provided by faith
    Words of the holy - By ignorance bent - And twisted by greed

    Open up your eyes
    Feel the truth awaking
    Feel it building up inside

    She lifts her gaze up to the sky, suddenly she sees
    All that ever was before, what will ever be
    All those prayers left unheard, write her destiny
    Fight the demons in her head, suddenly she's free